YOU

The Conclusion

What do I say?

What can I do?

I’ve lost everything,

Since I’ve lost you.

Back to depression,

And back to the sadness.

Only thing now is,

There’s no way out of this madness.

My only escape, my only retreat,

Left the same day you set the ring at my feet.

Filled with confusion, anger and hate,

I wonder day-to-day looking for escape,

But its not there,

You’re no longer around.

You say you still love me,

But how can I be sure?

There was a time,

When you were my cure.

The cure to my hate and my pain,

I wasn’t lying when without you I’m nothing I said.

With the way I feel now,

I might as well be dead.

There’s no joy or,

 Happiness any longer.

And with each passing day,

I don’t get any stronger.

It’s like a disease festering inside,

When I lay down at night

I still dream of you being my bride.

It’s depressing as hell,

You’re moving on so well.

And I’m stuck in the shadows in,

The deep recesses of your past,

Where only a memory remains,

Of the relationship that didn’t last.

How can I move on when all that I see,

When I close my eyes is you being with me?

I’ll make it eventually,

There’s no arguing that.

But I never will forget,

The love that we had.

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